X-Generation

theres nothing but pain inside, it lasts all fucking day & night, no matter how much I try, same shit stuck in my mind, now I'm always feeling dead inside, I should have followed my sight, now my fate is denied, I'm the same fucked up person who lied, my mind has gone tragic cant take this fucking havoc I'm just a fucking maggot ("4LIFE") so don't even try or swallow your pride "Not For Me" its just a waste of your time!!

The Animal Ive Become :'(

if i were you id hate me, break & hurt me, id lie & cry, live in spite, why do i try, i fail to verify how i really feel inside.... when all i do is destroy lives.. so fml :(

88 Fingers Louie - I Hate Myself

Walking down a crowded street
I stop to get something to eat
And I hope I see no one I know
Out of the blue I see my ex
I think she's looking for some sex
But I tell her I don't want to go

Some people ask me why I feel this way
I look at them and tell them just go away
I hate myself and everyone else

I just wanna be alone

No one to call me on the phone
Then I know I can be by myself
Just my luck I get a call
I can't get any sleep at all
So I tell 'em all to go to hell

Some people ask me why I feel this way
I look at them and tell them just go away
I hate myself and everyone else

Some people ask me why I feel this way
I look at them and tell them just go away
I hate myself and everyone else
I hate myself - I hate myself
I hate myself - I hate myself

Possessed

"I'M A PRISONER OF A DEMON . . .
It stays with me wherever I go
I can't break away from its hold
This must be my punishment FOR SELLING MY SOUL!"

The Prince

"Angel from below . . .
I WISH TO SELL MY SOUL . . .
DEVIL TAKE MY SOUL
with diamonds you repay I don't care for heaven
so don't you look for me to cry
AND I WILL BURN IN HELL from the day I die."

Dragonland - Forever Walking Alone

Alone I travel though the wasteland in my heart As the grievance tears me apart
Thinking of you and the things you meant to me My heart is bleeding, I can't go on

If I could unwind the wheel of time I would have been by your side

If I could turn back time My precious love would be alive

The empty void inside my heart grows day by day I have nowhere to turn to ease the
Pain

Remembering the smile you used to give me And your laughter that could light
My way home

If I could unwind the wheel of time I would have been by your side

If I could turn back time I never had a chance to say goodbye

I have cried and mourned my loss My heart keeps beating only for you
Am I strong enough to fight on? Without your love I stand, I stand empty and alone

So my love watch over me now My rage catches fire, I will strike them down
I will avenge you, oh, vengeance so sweet That's my last gift for you
I'm forever walking alone

just the beginning

so when I'm at home sitting all alone in the dark I'm thinking of all the pain that slowly tears me apart! and now all that builds inside me is hurt & my constant crying never seems to be heard. You broke my heart TORN INTO PIECES & i put my hand out 4 you too bad you never reached it.

Slipknot - Snuff

Bury all your secrets in my skin. Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins. The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...

So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.

Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you.., My smile was taken long ago, If I can change I hope I never know.

I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss. I couldn't face a life without your light, But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight.

So save your breath, I will not care. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint., My own was banished long ago, It took the Death of Hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul. You never needed any help... You sold me out to save yourself...

And I won't listen to your shame. You ran away, you're all the same. Angels lie to keep control., My love was punished long ago, If you still care, don't ever let me know...

The Best of Both Worlds

we lose so much & life is so tragic but beautiful at the same time its like we get the best of both worlds, the good and the bad & it draws a thin line between where we will all go in the end. Most of us live each day thinking we deserve another day here but its not always guaranteed, We spend to much time making everyones lives harder when really we could make it easier on all of our selfs: its like that Nickelback song: "If everyone cared and nobody cried, If everyone loved and nobody lied, If everyone shared and swallowed their pride, Then we'd see the day when nobody died".